What We Are Asked To Do

We have been counseled to keep journals. There are some things that happen in life that should be shared and others more sacred to be kept for another time that I write in my personal journal. This blog is my way of sharing those things I want to share with all of you.

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Just Not Feeling It

 

We are into the second month of the year, and I really do have some fun things to blog about, but right now I am just not feeling it. 

I will not go into detail, but this blog has been my record for our family, so I will briefly mention my feelings here.

I am to a point where my hope is diminishing, but yet to type or think it makes me feel EXTREMELY guilty because of the tender mercies I and my family  have received over the last months. 

I keep wondering how much will be enough.  How much do we have to sacrifice before it is finally enough.  What more can I do but pray for mercy--for a miracle.  I endlessly search the scriptures for solace---for peace.   I’m trying so HARD to find any answer; but right now I believe I’m going through that fire, which hopefully will give me far more understanding and knowledge than I have right now, and I WILL be grateful for it. 

Just right now. I. am. not. feeling. it.

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2 comments:

  1. SharonFebruary 24, 2012 at 1:27 PM

    Hang in there! This too shall pass! XO

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  2. jeff and alliMay 7, 2012 at 6:11 AM

    Those can be hard moments. I hope things are feeling better.

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